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| Helloooo websters! Hahaha omg I think nobody comes here anymore! But anyways, well, life has been ALLLLRIGHT. What else? Mugging, tests, stressing out and all. Meet the new zai-nu :) Kz whatever. But thank God for all the friends and cellgroup! Thank you Lord for all that you've provided me during these times. No matter how hard this road's gonna get, I'll get there in triumph :) And so I've stepped down from SNSJ! Hahaha ahem abit laggg but yeah. So full-time studying now bb. Whooo sianzx. Had my first morning pm today with Rayna, Rhonda, Desmond, Anthony & Tracy. It was not bad I guess. 2 more weeks to Prelims and Eng O's Oral! Kekekez. Kay gotta pack up right now, takecare everyone :) | | |
| In an attempt to escape from Sexual Reproduction.
I'm annoyed at myself for taking such a damn long break when I know I have MANY things to do. I swear, I'm gonna regret it later at night.
Sometimes I know myself so well I am totally clear of the reasons of my pitfalls. At times like this, I feel like crying to get rid of the oppression I feel. alittlepain reminds me of my 'younger days', how I was so naive and so sure I was the best damn thing in the world. But... there's some warmth to it.
I feel really ironic sometimes because one moment I'm working my ass out trying to ensure a better future whereas the other I'm so deeply immersed in nostalgia, peace and contentment. WHATZ WRONG WITH ME??!
Okay forget it, I don't know myself that well after all. It's gonna take me a lifetime to know myself thoroughly.
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| I stumbled upon a blog which is a great read, cos it's really inspiring and it gives me a lot of hope in life and christianity. The author is someone I know by name in school, and she probably only knows me by name too. But she doesn't know that I'm reading her blog even though I really wanna freaking tag on her tagboard and say, "I LIKE YOUR BLOG!! :)" Hahah, just want to tell her a word of thanks :) (If she ever knows)
Oei, I not stalker okay. I read for the content, not the person. I will put my Faith in Him, now and always.
Say when
And my own two hands will comfort you tonight, tonight
Say when
And my own two arms will carry you tonight, tonight
Anyway one of the reasons why I love geog lessons (haha okay ironic if you realised that I once said that I hate 'em) is because of my wonderful seating partner :) Thank you dear, and let's work hard towards our dreams :)
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| Going for bible study tomorrow! :) Hooray. Hahaha, that means I gotta reach early! Butbut I gotta leave right after svc ends/early cos I've got Mother's Day celeb w my relatives tomorrow at tuapayorrrrr. Svc ends when it starts, siiiiiigh. Haven't made a choice, even though mom wants me to not go svc at all .__. Nah.
Omg just found out something amazing!!!! Mom's going to church w Brey!!! OMGG THATS LIKE :O (eavesdropping right now at their conversation; mom seems to waver :/) Btw, I knew this through BREY'S BLOG! WTF! Being her blood sister and I got to know such a BIG NEWS only through her blog! Piangz.
Anyway I received lots of spam ims la, I think their comps all got virus or something. So anonying, please don't anyhow click on links already yeaaah.
This week has been rather overwhelming in the emotional sense, but God's been always there. Praise the lord! Srsly I never liked to be in a situation like this, and I kinda expect more to come. But yeah, everything's gonna turn out alright cos He's taking control. I'm still praying fervently that there's gonna be a good ending to everything (I hope I hope)
Tryouts on thurs was, whoaaa. Only sec fours, sec 1 and 2 level cos were there to help. But it turned out alright so yeah :) I can't believe Clarissa and I failed the passing requirement for 100m sprint! It doesn't seem possible but yeah we were proven wrong! And I suck at all the events la lol, still having muscle aches which restricts my movements :/ Yeh yeh sapoleh, GO BLUE! :)
Next week's terrible. Many tests and biology SPA (LAST ONE) and five items. Five items damn extra la piangs. Hope that this weekend's gonna be damn productive and meaningful :)
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| This is God's gift, so I should learn to cherish it and do my utmost best. I shall not let my emotions take control of me. That too. I gotta believe, have faith in myself and in Him that I will survive, and survive it well.
Miss you much.
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